Walk Beside Me

Dearest Brother, There's a hell lot of difficulties and problems of bringing a little sister and at the same time, an understanding one. And by now, you should agree that I am understanding and you have to stop teasing me of being immature. I am missing your scolds, which I complain about you again. I miss those days when you stay up late and listening to my whole lot of drama patiently and handling it like yours. so much is being missed and don't even ask me about how I feel when I go to the malls and places in the city we used to visit every weekend and made memories with nature all feels empty now, is lying almost teary now. It misses its owner, it's a friend. I won't or can't even demand to you that you must come because I know and I understand the thousand little and great responsibilities you have. So, I won't force you. Then again, I won't stop crying secretly because you are not here in the city. I can't demand and I can't stop bei...

Dear childhood, It’s been a few years that we have not met and I want to apologize now that I hated you so much back then and I wanted to leave you asap. But now I want you back. Because I miss you. I miss the time when you used to swing in the ground and not in life. I miss the deep sleep you used to take which I thought was a punishment. I miss your real smile & a laugh & naughtiness & carefree mind &...everything. I am sorry for making you cry so hard for the problems that were not even a problem. I am sorry for not living you to the fullest. I am sorry for loving my future while being with you. I know this is not possible, but I wish I could get you back again. Forever in the hope of having you again, Your grownup version. Since childhood, I have been an influenced child, who get easily influenced by what people think about me, and what they will say. I have always been a target among my friends for having such a small height, skinny body, etc etc...